Tryouts

I had to try out, they told me that I'm earning my spot Now when they see me it's electric, cause I know that they shocked I survived through hard times, but honestly I'm not shocked Let's give a shout out to my pops, now I'm tripping y'all stop Why they laugh when I show, cause I'm no family guy If I kill whoever crossed me , must my family dying Stop asking why I still got bags, cause you know I'm still crying Stop being selfish, pass the ball, I'ma score it this time Everybody get a shot, but I'm not patient for mine They say, shut up and just focus, and just wait on your time I'm like, ain't that kinda stupid when you don't got no time I use oxy just to clean up all the dirt left behind Nobody help when you fall off, I feel like Humpty ain't lying Yeah I got it off my chest, but it's still stuck on my mind I'm sick and tired of being nice, it's a waste of my time They took advantage of my manners, I got ruder with time So much hate that I done faced, I should shoot it five times But stop staring in my face, I'm not scared to do time You mind yours, I mind mine, then everything should be fine Look I'm not scared of who I trust, I'm scared of people who lying I'm not acting tough at all, I'm not scared to go cry Look I will never lack no effort, all I know is just try I'm not slicing not a piece, when I deserve the whole pie I keep uh glizzy when it's iffy, swear to God it's not shy No conversation when you see me, I won't even say hi No response when you leaving, I won't even say bye Nobody care about you now, they just wait till you die I know they hate when I be speaking, cause this shit is no lie I didn't hit nobody back, now they got some black eyes Nobody check on a nigga, they ain't even drop by Now I'm giving what I got, why everybody surprised I been working everyday, they like how you apply Talk to my old self, I had to wave and say bye When I was walking so exhausted, they ain't even ask why Needed money, I was sure of everything I would buy Then life take a turn on you, now you changing your mind It's hard to talk to somebody, when they don't cross your mind It's hard to answer to somebody, when you used to decline It's hard to talk to somebody, when they act like they nine I gotta goal, all I gotta do is score at the line Wait impatient in my seat, like this shit was assigned Used to hate when the coach told us get on the line Had to pay for mistakes, I ain't making that's fine Ain't nobody running with me when I'm touching these lines Out of breath, still found a way to finish on time I didn't whine, cause I knew it was a lesson behind Everything you do in life, somebody tell me I'm lying I need peace cause ain't nothing really more satisfying Hard to update yourself, when you stuck in rewind It's hard to wipe somebody tears, when you don't see them crying It's hard to break it down to them, when they mind so behind I'm getting better, so I guess all I needed was time