HIDE

I drink to hide I smoke to hide You're what's killing me deep inside And these pills don't help it's eating at my mind You asked to play games I'll show you my life I drink to hide I smoke to hide You're what's killing me deep inside And these pills don't help it's eating at my mind You asked to play games I'll show you my life I'll show you my life I'm hypnotized but I always see right through your lies I showed you my heart it's not alive Why keep going real ones are up in paradise I'm in a dark place And I can't escape Lately I've been so afraid that I lay awake You don't relate I hyperventilate And my emotions they escalate And if I die today the bullets detonate just know I will wait til I explain I'm on a subway up I irritate everyone I love I suffocate Promise me when I die you'll have a holiday There was no more blood to drain This ain't a runaway I'm not insane Please don't hesitate to visit my grave I drink to hide I smoke to hide You're what's killing me deep inside And these pills don't help it's eating at my mind You asked to play games I'll show you my life I drink to hide I smoke to hide You're what's killing me deep inside And these pills don't help it's eating at my mind You asked to play games I'll show you my life