Walkin

Walked the hard road since I been saved Feelin the journey and direction but feel lost in a daze And it's hurtin how I'm wastin my dayz Been past and present tense so what I'm facin is way more than phase And it get rough out there when you fightin evil You wrapped on what the crowd say and people and the view when they see you Life get wild mane but heaven the sequel But if you kept it too trill half would prolly turn back and leave you It's so crazy, I'm too lazy I'm caught up and I'm stressin Feel like this hole got me trapped but I'm too blind to to learn lessons I'm guessin, bout what's right but it come natural What's wrong too many might end up judgin fore' the end of the song And these nights they got me thinkin but I ain't gettin leverage Done stayed up so many nights me and the moon need a marriage But not, not cuz I'm stressin I need restin That's the walk, I love God and I'm in it But feel too tired too talk man Pain slow creeps, feel like my soul weeps Can't wait till I bring hope and the son to them cold streets Movin though, my heart gettin heavy Moving steady tryna push through pressure like da leavies Yea I'm changed, you prolly know so get the record straight Took a minute but ain't dead so my chance never late Shouldn't look back but on my past yeah it hurts I Chased dreams not for cream but for attention just to burst On the scene, and wonder who's really in it on my team Shouldn't be that way of course but the course was not my dreams And them courses not for me, nah school ain't movin fast enough If I don't mesh into the system then my pockets packin up Oh lackin stuff? If you got substance mane then sack the love I'm trying to teach but what I preach sometimes ain't addin up Cuz I ain't backin up, what I say but can't play Cuz I came so close to fallin when it's stackin up Shoot, if I think back on the start Would they believe you how much evil left since God took you far Yea more than a page a book My chapters full of sadness so much pain when my dreams got cooked So nowadays my vision blinded, too hard to aim high Behind the scenes tears stream cuz the world gave me lies But for sure, rarely cry but inside I do often Was a seed but now a plant how it grew that darkness yea Fear crazy, kills lately, me doin anything outside the box I thought caged me Been free, them chains fugazi, that pain leek But I could see ever since God changed me Stomach heavy loaded stress n hopelessness that filled me Prolly da goofiest, behind my laugh Yea this the real me Aye this the real me, heart open, stars broken, so my nights more filthy Still gaze, God for sure still get the praise, lot of pain But it don't make me but it chase me through the dayz God on top, to whoever pushin back can't let it pop Cuz my purpose bigger than they circus, turn or you gone drop Move through that rain just like a mop, roll with the right then I'm on top Givin lesser and it's cuz of pressure, wins behind that loss Trying to push if they don't cop the cold I feel it like a lot And still ball too if don't recieve us just like Randy Moss yea