All Odds

Yeah I can't stop now I fought against all odds I never thought I'd see the light of day The dark it gripped me in my heart so long, yeah And now I think I've finally found the way Even though I fought against all odds, all odds I'm here to say it's unfair if I say I beat all odds or started from the bottom like a highway But I say, I had a loving family and average income to my name But that doesn't stop the little things building up like you hydrate And your immune system is defensible like Dante Now, after my parents' divorce it was kinda calm (Calm) Until my dad met this girl who I was pinned upon ('Pon) They got together, he knocked her up, they had a kid I didn't know and out of nowhere a new baby sister had appeared And she persevered That once they'd broken up we were not to interfere (Uh huh) What you know 'bout not being able to see your baby sister Held hostage by a wicked woman for years but I hate to diss her It's fucked what she's did and it's fucked what she done But I wish her a great life 'cause a new chapter's begun I never thought I'd see the light of day The dark it gripped me in my heart so long, yeah And now I think I've finally found the way Even though I fought against all odds, all odds There's more to the story of the kid's big mother But it's not my place to say, though it come with childhood trauma Now I used to dread going round every single day and every single night And as I sit here and write, and deep what it's like To spend years dreading a weekly occurrence, it's horrible I'm years over it now but it wasn't easily tolerable Probably spawned these abandonment issues, it's probable (Probable) What's worse is spending years on end struggling to sleep Some irrational fear you can't locate 'cause it's within you deep I still can't explain it, but it was genuinely traumatic I needed someone with me or am I just dramatic (Yeah) Whether I'm dramatic or not, it's easy to say it ruined my entire childhood purely (Purely) Knowing once the sun goes down, so did my feeling of security A song can't do justice to the fear I've seen surely (Surely) I never thought I'd see the light of day The dark it gripped me in my heart so long, yeah And now I think I've finally found the way Even though I fought against all odds, all odds All odds, all odds, against all odds All odds. against all odds, all odds I fought against all odds, yeah I dunno where my future's going, had a suicide pack by my 19th It's crazy how I was suicidal, yet scared of death, think Decade on end feeling this, but it's over I can take a breath Money can't buy happiness, that quote'll kick the bucket I'd rather cry in the Bahama's than on an empty stomach But I've been shaped by this There's genius in my brain I can smell it (Smell it) I never get second thoughts; my initials one's are good enough to sell it I never thought I'd see the light of day The dark it gripped me in my heart so long, yeah And now I think I've finally found the way Even though I fought against all odds, all odds