How I Feel

F*ck it This shit isn’t intended for rap This song is going to be a little different won’t be fast Don’t think that I am coming off ignorant free at last Figure it would just pass by But motherfucker won’t let people have their time To show off his or her rhyme And people ask why did I start rap My reply is as such If I don’t write I’ll be liable to be trapped in my own mind And really a mind for only the blind to see And with me it’s different I use this as a story book Telling you whatever comes to head And when it’s all said and done it’s something really I dread But I sit back and I think it was just the feeling A hot one that went thru the ceiling But releasing it that’s what starts the healing Instead of getting on my knees and kneeling I get on a beat and I start screaming Just to hope people start streaming Hopefully they understand the meaning Behind my reasoning awaken the demon I just want to be a free man but I guess that’s not gonna come to Compleion This is the music I love making If I put out a song it won’t be a mistake Regrets may sink in but if that’s what it’ll take To controll my mental before it become Detrimental Like I said this ain’t gonna be sentimental This will probably be my life in one song So many things that have went wrong And shit that has gone on for to long None of this belongs here Because all I'm gaining is fear I’m terrified at what will happen Is why I shed all these tears But no one sees behind my wall So come along as I take you on this journey into my mind This will be your only time That I will show you my true side To many times that I’ve tried Been shot down because of my pride Too many nights I’ve cried my self to sleep Thinking so much I just fall so deep And now all I can do is just lay and weep I gotta be strong just take this step and leap Yeah Welcome