I'm Leaving

I never thought I'd be the one Baby, you gave up on us Even if our love was everything I wanted Keeping me alive all this time I never thought I'd find someone like you Forgive me for the hell you put me through This isn't easy, you gotta believe me I never thought I'd be the one who's leaving You've been with me through the ups and downs Even when people took the jokes and clowned me You found me, feeling like I've been swimming with the sharks at sea, you keep me at peace Sometimes you never let me get it out and all I'm asking for is your respect on this please Let me get my feelings out correctly I get backlash cause I don't do it gently Then when I try to write my rhymes to retaliate you call it deadly I feel like I need more in my life to keep me sane Leaving is gonna come harder than 9-11 with the planes Watch it all crash and crumble underneath and bury me six feet deep So I weep the shots, I get hit with the oh so cheap After this I'm not saying nothing to anyone, not even a peep I never thought I'd be the one Baby you gave up on us Even if our love was everything I wanted Keeping me alive all this time I never thought I'd find someone like you Forgive you for the hell you put me through This isn't easy, you gotta believe me I never thought I'd be the one who's leaving I'm leaving I'm doneg I'm never leaving I sat in my room and gave it my all Sitting at my desk, writing it out, shouting at the wall Next door neighbors thinking there's a brawl There is one going on with myself So go ahead and make that call I already feel so small I really thought I was in it for the long haul But now I'm gonna tell it all How you treated me most people saw Everything, but won't say one thing They know my love for you and how I cared I gave everything to you and just Wasn't prepared for the thing I did Spare music, I love you dearly But clearly I think there needs to be an end Nothing is given, not even bending and I'm tired of pretending I'm unwilling to keep this going Time's slowing, I know when we are going nowhere It's just a nightmare so with that, just know I always cared I never thought I'd be the one Baby you gave up on us (You gave up) Even if our love was everything I wanted Keeping me alive all this time I never thought I'd find someone like you Forgive me for the hell you put me through This isn't easy, you gotta believe me I never thought I'd be the one who's leaving