My Mental

Feeling like killing, this will be fulfilling and I'll be willing to say what I want Call it spilling I'm crazy and psycho, my voices go insane People wonder why I snap, what a damn shame But fuckers wanna play the blame game They get pissed, cause of what I became J-Easy is the stage name But bitch, when you see me, call me by my first name This ain't no game, and you want to be in the spotlight You crave for the fame, what I want isn't the same I'm raining down terror, this will continue forever Nothing will in this, don't touch that lever Better get your ass in line before you find your ass behind them bars Cause from afar, someone will be yelling WORLDSTAR Don't drive my mental, what I will do, won't be accidental Losing your teeth, you will need dental Crazy in the head, no matter what you said You'll just be pumped with lead This is my fucking mental This is my mental My mental, my mental, my mental MY MOTHERFUCKING MENTAL Foaming at the mouth, losing my mind, what's this about PTSD, no one can see, raging hard but staying quiet Mental on guard, observing from afar, time to take my ass to the car Losing my shit, grab me, throw in a fit Come and get me out of here, don't worry No tears, no fears, loose in the head, no more gears no one hears Let me set myself free from this devil, it's time to settle all of my sins Been too long, this pain is not the same This isn't what I claim, but this is what I get for being insane sucks I'm getting no gain, this is my brain I'm not trying to entertain, sorry I'm so profane Just gotta sustain and retrain my membrane And when they look at me crazy, gets me a little hazy Wanna go off, but I know I gotta go soft No time to control I've lost it, drowning in this sinkhole My soul is gone, these demons are taking over Crazy in the head, no matter what you said You'll just be pumped with lead This is my fucking mental This is my mental My mental, my mental, my mental MY MOTHERFUCKING MENTAL Thinking I'm psycho, even at that Maybe a little wacko, lack of the meds To keep the feds off me, nothing seems to help So before you judge, don't hold a grudge Disrespectful isn't what it's called The hole that I crawled up is called the truth These pills got me going insane Nothing will ever be the same Aiming down my sights, don't worry I got you locked in on tight This feels so right, I'm losing It's something I don't want it to come to I have a gun, trust me I got the permit sitting back In this cockpit ready to explode This isn't the road you wanna go down Do you hear this sound It's this frown, being turned upside down Because of this round After I'm done, I'll have this crown While I'm out doing me You'll be sitting homebound Taking this turnaround Then come back in and pound Don't think this is how I am Go ahead and ask around You can go in circles for days Just like a fucking merry-go-round Crazy in the head, no matter what you said You'll just be pumped with lead This is my fucking mental This is my mental My mental, my mental, my mental MY MOTHERFUCKING MENTAL