Human Condition

I know we're all (human) But oft times I feel so alien Like I'm not homo sapien I let the enemy get the say again As if I don't know the way to win Bogged down by the full weight of sin As if Yeshua didn't die to make us kin But how quickly I forget His grace is unending, his mercy is legit I getWrapped up with inner demons Conflicting and their scheming To take away my purpose and my meaning I'm steaming with frustration and doubt Cuz I don't have a clue of what life is all about I asked God to show me his divine route But still managed getting stuck Couldn't overcome the muck I was underpowered like a CyberTruck Bad seemed the only way I see some type of luck I shouldn't be so pessimistic Like I'm not next to miss it But victory I'm blessed to get it First class with heaven's ticket God cleanse my soul its wicked I just wanna be free from my mind's prison Gotta focus on the King that was risen Illmatic cuz you know it was written Why can't I control these thoughts so forbidden Even when I take strides I still feel low Why don't I fight for the things I should kill for Man I'm such a hypocrite I give great advice but don't practice what I preach I'm slowly falling out of reach And slightly out of touch On the verge of self destruct So if I disappear again and it's abrupt Just know I'll return like Horry in the clutch Pride speaking and I'm here to steal the show Being on top is the only way I know Feeding me is the only way we grow 'Cause I'm nothing without my big ego How about we go to the next level I'm the best rebel Guaranteed to break the neck, devil I'm so extreme like death metal I'll be the last one standing after all the dust settles It's all about me myself and I I'm such a selfish guy Not coy or ever shy If you wanna cross I implore you to try Just be weary for the black that's coming for you eye That's right I said it If you say I failed I'd say you're pathetic Spirit with me so I'm bound to think prophetic To best me you need to brush up on phonetics Straightforward this is facile A light hike in the Catskills No problemo, no hassle My throne is seated in my Castle Somewhere out in Brazil it's that real I been known to get busy DMV Stepper, do my thizzie in the city Cutthroat can't afford to show pity Big ups to all who chose to ride with me Hello, it's the voice of reason All that big self talk's an act of treason It's blasphemous that you think you're able When you're placed in shame you'd Cain your Able All you claim is fable God provides all the food on your table Matter fact the Lord provides the table to He's the connected cable that enables you To live and breath and have your being The all seeing, all knowing all freeing Without him nothing else exists He's all buckets, no bricks straight swish The duality of man You give him an inch he steals all your land You simply just extended your hand He came to steal everything he can And I'm lumped in too Fairweather, seasonal like pumpkin brew I think I'm good but I'm also tainted My canvas shows all my scars are painted When it comes to life I can't manage Me and brokenness are fully acquainted Downtrodden, depressed I do claim it But there's much more to it, now ain't it? There is light to shine in Brighter than any metal or diamond To grow daily, you can bet that I'm in To chase after the blessed horizon