Night Blues, Pt. 2

Looking for a thread to pull Hanging by a noose but God set me loose Operating outside schedule My own thoughts aren't credible I should try an edible But I don't like substances my reluctantness Is because I'm prescribed just to keep me alive Caught a dark thought and it broke into hives Openness of heart I started pushing to the side I'm disappearing in my head now Paralyzed with my head down Throwing caution to the wind Hoping fortune makes it back around again It doesn't matter what I do It's never good enough for you If dreams actually come true Then we'll just have to stick together like glue What is it that our world has come to? IDK but let's figure it out like gumshoes My dear Watson You caught me in my study I was shadow boxing I stay ready cuz the Shadow's watching My every move and I'm at low options But the fiery gates of hell won't free me Because I'm saved by the holy three piece The Father Son and the Holy Spirit crodie But you don't know nothing 'bout that do you Brodie? I was tryna turn nothing into something Ex nihilo bumping at the function I was watching all the krumpers get to krumping Turned my sad face dumping into jumping I find my music rings in the key of life I have a purpose I just have to see it right Even when I'm in the dark I see the light It brings me comfort and fills me with delight