Moving Out

I wanted you to know before I really took off it wasn’t your fault my reaction being lost Being who I am we’re not accustomed to handouts We was doing good I really wish we would’ve panned out Cap and gown color blue in a sea of seats Always had trust issues now they will increase Two years out of college yet you said I’m not educated Couldn’t hold my three jobs are you medicated? Voicemails while I laid on a beach Life lessons I would learn that no class could teach To each his own I really took it to heart He took two life engines when they’re ready to start Looking back I could’ve made a few trips Made a few calls pickin’ up what I missed Stayed for the funeral to have a bit of closure So many questions left I knew it wouldn’t be over I forgot you were struggling when dad passed It was eating at your soul happened that fast Adding more tattoos somehow I’m masking the pain Even for a brief moment I’m alive again Reality restrained throw the keys turn the lights It was hard to refrain from those awakened nights Career changes hoping you can get ahead Yet the boxes aren’t packed clothes lying on the bed Movers aren’t here about an hour and a half late Waiting on traffic clogged up on the interstate Moving out not the easiest decision Didn’t make the choice lightly one condition Please don’t look for me erase my number from your phone Don’t come knocking on my door I just wanna be alone Cleaning out my closet when I left were the skeletons Once I am settled in they’ll come back cause it never ends Cause it never ends Cause it never ends Cause it