Love Lost

I blow exotic cause I drown in the insomnia Shed so many so tears, when I'm sad I can't cry at all I learned the hard way that the money it can't buy it all Despite of all the obstacles a youngin really standing tall If they ever cross me ima slide em ima do em raw Love already lost cause the closest always do me wrong Keeping it a buck round here we ain't never flaw Yeah we going up, gotta get it that's at any cost I'm going off cause they counted me out I'm going off cause I'm off of this loud I'm going off cause I'm off of this crown I'm going up now they can't hold me down I'm glowing up that's just off of the sound They fold up now they can't come around Hey momma do I make you proud The love lost it's darkness I found I took this route and I had prayed that it would take me To bigger blessings I'm just tired of doing the same thing I'm tryna live mine to the fullest can you blame me I beat the odds against me, look at what they made me They see me poppin' yeah the kid going crazy I know they talk but they just talk n it don't faze me They try to copy you can't copy what it take me I chase monopoly cause these bitches they can't pay me Cards stacked against me, I still made a play You turned ya back n I still a made a way When the love lost you can't get it back You can't break my heart if I don't get attached How you supposed to know if you ain't ever askin' Always been me I ain't never maskin Keepin' it real, they ain't never grasp it I thought that I told em I ran me some racks I might just go cop designer fashion Gotta grind til I'm in a mansion Ain't have a thing, so I gotta have it Light beam I can let you have it These trenches made me a savage Reachings heights they couldn't fathom I turned a plate to a platter I know they hate it don't matter I'm going up that's a ladder Them boys is going out sadder Jeans sag cause my pockets got fatter I know they mad cause my chick is badder She got the cake got the batter Tell her go shake it like rattle I know they snakes they would tattle Hope in my veins every day like a battle She ease my mind she gone ride like a saddle N I'm breakin' ceilings can't come to no plateau Can't get it back, once the Love lost Once the Loves gone then the Loves Gone But you be on my mind so I get gone N I know I shouldn't be healing like this But I just hate feeling like this I know I shouldn't be healing like this But I just hate feeling like this I blow exotic cause I drown in the insomnia Shed so many so tears, when I'm sad I can't cry at all I learned the hard way that the money it can't buy it all Despite of all these obstacles a youngin really standing tall If they ever cross me ima slide em ima do em raw Love already lost cause the closest always do me wrong Keeping it a buck round here we ain't never flaw Yeah we going up, gotta get it that's at any cost I'm going off cause they counted me out I'm going off cause I'm off of this loud I'm going off cause I'm off of this crown I'm going up now they can't hold me down I'm glowing up that's just off of the sound They fold up now they can't come around Hey momma do I make you proud The love lost its darkness I found