Bedwritten

You cause me problems that I'm still tryna solve Brought me through hell and you still claim God But baby, I'm the furthest thing from holy Fool me once, that's on me Fool me twice, that's on you I went through a hundred bodies just to get over you Don't come around acting like you still know me Looking for the problem, might just find it in myself Had to do it all alone so I don't need nobody else When the nights had got the coldest, who was freezing by theyself When I'm alone, I'm in my thoughts, so ain't no leaving by the shelf On to my sanity, I'm squeezing I'm tryna keep my balance, but it's like I'm never even I'm tryna give my trust out, don't know who I believe in And I came from a place where I seen angels turn to demons Can't leave my mama grieving in a puddle where I'm bleeding This shit get realer than real It's probably on the track if I'ma say how I feel I grew up playing sports, but now I'm really in field And I don't have no plans, or dreams of signing deals I'm staying off the internet, sometimes it get you killed And watch out for these, f*ck the wrong one get you filled Like f*ck a hundred bands, I'm really tryna see a mill How you call that boy a killer, he ain't never ever spill Think bout my past I get the chills Said I won't do it but I will Going through these hard times, like who can I call Mama call me at the wrong time, like who's in that car I know I'm human, got flaws, but every problem got cause I'm always helping someone else, now I can't feel at all And they say that I changed, but what's the point of becoming better to stay the same but honestly I think they just wanna be in the frame I changed my way of living, but humble I still maintain And you can't stop me like a train, in my dragon I ain't slain But really who can I call, and how I know if you gon' catch me if I fall I'm safe around the junkies, they gon' need me after all And I don't blame em, you throw me in the den with the lions, I bet I tame em I talk to God, like can you save me Cause I know too much niggas wanna take me I had to tell my bro stay dangerous, ain't no safety Look what it made me, my mama asked me what had happened to her baby?