hope is eternity

I been lost in for heat for so many seasons Locked in the winter, rocky and bleeding Calling me caesar, conquer the region Of thoughts, the demon repeating All the tropical weekend, lead me to dominance weakened Darkness I'm sleeping, reaching Childhood trauma, with monster, I'm bleeding Watching the season cease by the beacon, ain't blaming nobody me Popping the vein and I'm telling my demons to come back Reliving my fears, feeling it fully, on everyone of my tracks Discernin the hate, the hurt that they gave, they'd burn in the rage Your Internal worth is amazing, yearning for greatness, shedding the weight of the past I thought to be a different person, once I got a girlfriend But I realized and occurred then The problem wasn't that I didn't have one as the world spin My fundamental happiness was personal, and I needed to actually find myself in my core, ay Even when the perfect girl will reassure me, and open up doors 10 minute planks, sweat in my pores I needed to find myself See, I'm the man, ready for war Need to go fix my health I said everyone can, yes I am sure Just ele vate to your realm Nobody control you, nobody hold you Only you save yourself There was a time when I built as a person just to not feel the pain But I put the 'I' in the man, making myself as main Person in my family putting their name to the grace Where's the tragedy, I'll make a change of pace Never be shaken, forever chasing, uh, uh, I'm gonna claim my last name Mother desire the best for me, I ain't messiah with recipe I know what's right for me, fight till I ain't got no left of me Saying this rapping shit ain't giving me living, maybe I'll be the person I'll save, don't need to worry Fixing the good, ain't walter white with the chemistry Shoutout to Nano and Jay, supporting me all the way from the beginning Shoutout to Yung Love, Andrew Chu and George, hoping we'll make it one day Still ain't forgetting my fans, who was here since mine of an addict and I been so manic, ravaging good and bad, walking in sky like anakin