Eulogy

Yo, check this shit out. Here we go. Yo, I think I let myself astray. I won't sleep for days, it feels unsafe. Even though my mind's dripping away. Forgetting all the stress from my day. My brain is in orbit. Fogged up, about to be lights out. I think I've forgotten what life's about. So fucking thirsty, I need to end this drought. Streaking with cotton mouth, this gas is super loud. Sitting with me, I'm passing around. Need to escape this town. It keeps kicking me while I'm down. Better than bruise. I'm fucking sick of the abuse. I'm not good with social cues. A time bomb ticking, needing to fuse. Please know which wire to choose. You know, it's no time to be confused. I used to keep you amused. And now I'm paying my dues. And I don't know what I'm gonna do. How do I lead a better life? When I'm kept up at night. My eyes strain by the morning sunrise. And nothing changes when you sit and cry. I'd rather die than live that life. Yeah, coming off this shit again. Long starved of oxygen. If I don't change my ways, I'll need restoration. Locked into my next destination. Probably set fire for cremation. Please turn the radio station. I'm stuck in the waves. Probably won't see me for days. I stay getting blazed. It helps me cure the crave for silence inside my brain. Because right now I'm seeing pain. Even though that doesn't make sense. How could I be so dense? Losing air, could someone call an ambulance? Looks like I'm doing my last dance. It's you and me. Standing in the center of the ring. Float like a butterfly, sting like a bee. I'm gonna have you beat down like Muhammad Ali. And I'm not even gonna waste my time with an apology. Just gonna sign my name underneath your fucking eulogy. Yeah. How do I lead a better life? When I'm kept up at night. My eyes strain by the morning sunrise. Yeah. And nothing changes when you sit and cry. I'd rather die than live that life.