FRAC/TIONS

Yeah don't wait up for me I am lost at sea Luckily for me I am not drowning No excuses from me I'm aware of my inconsistencies Yeah, always labeled the common denominator Walking around like I'm the fucking terminator Really needing to be on medication One second I'm cool, the next I'm needing administration I don't know how to keep people in my circle Having friends nowadays is a miracle Yeah I used to be spiritual Trapped in the world giving messages from the bible Yeah now I'm a wicked individual How do I know if therapy is really gonna be for me My fucking life is full of discrepancies Yeah, everybody that comes into my life I make them leave Yeah, even when I'm begging on my knees I fear I'm full of disease Puffing trees until I'm catching Z's One day my time will come to a fucking cease Until then I'm gonna put this verse to sleep And don't wait up for me I am lost at sea Luckily for me I am not drowning No excuses from me I'm aware of my inconsistencies Yeah, why am I always letting people down Never been on the fucking rich side of town Living paycheck to paycheck It feels like I'm gonna sped up merry-go-round I'm screaming for help But yeah there is no sound My business needs to close down Time to get the f*ck out But I'm struggling learning how Giving my heart out at the end of a fucking road Feeling the weight of a loss of hope Yeah, yeah there is no hope Being held hostage in my head It's got a knife to my throat I'm writing every day until this shit explodes Making all the fucking thoughts known Coming in clutch Yeah, you will all call me the GOAT I'm piecing these bars together like note for note Masses showing up Yeah, they're gonna listen to me be a poet Gotta keep moving Yeah, so I don't blow it And wait up for me I am lost at sea Luckily for me I am not drowning No excuses from me I'm aware of my inconsistencies I don't know how to keep people in my circle Having friends nowadays is a miracle It's a miracle that I'm even still alive Doing everything wrong just to fucking survive All my family and friends around me are starting to drop like flies I'm doing everything I can to keep our name alive