Drowning In My Thoughts

I can't go outside anymore I just keep drowning in my thoughts I show spades you showing hearts Hoping that I'm gone I do not belong I've been laying my cards out lately Showing my options Reveal them sedately Got a bad bitch and she rates me maybe Sitting in my room yeah I do that daily No ones close to me no one to hold Guess we wait for our fate to unfold Can't reach for the stars that's what we're told So we just live in the moment Don't move to quick because our hearts are broken Feeling sadness Left unspoken Every breath I'm nearly choking You hit me up to cause a devotion Hear the emotion Feel the explosion Every inch of me is aching lately I need you baby My hands are shaky My mind is flaky I'm crying in my room pulling petals off a fucking daisy I can't go outside anymore I just keep drowning in my thoughts I show spades you showing hearts Hoping that I'm gone I do not belong I can't go outside anymore I just keep drowning in my thoughts I show spades you showing hearts Hoping that I'm gone I do not belong They, They, They, They feeling this energy Rapping and trapping we ain't needing a melody This collab has us cooking our remedy But we ain't cooking no Hennessy Make it from memory Changing identities Making an enemy Popping a pill cause it's fucking us mentally Having no fun cause it's causing a felony Ay Sw, Sw, Switching it up and we're dropping it down I'm in need of the bread I'm in need of the pound I've been working all day I'ma go earn my crown When I pay of my debt I'ma make my life sound Switch it again I'ma make all my mends When I handle my funds I'ma pay all my friends Through the pain and the stress They'll be here till the end And I don't trust no snakes All they do is pretend I can't go outside anymore I just keep drowning in my thoughts I show spades you showing hearts Hoping that I'm gone I do not belong I can't go outside anymore I just keep drowning in my thoughts I show spades you showing hearts Hoping that I'm gone I do not belong I'm feeling trapped Locked away Like no one is willing to stay I'm just here On my own Feeling venom from the words in my song I'm just fading My hearts racing I'm debating Where my place is In an engagement With my Satan I'm just waiting But no more waiting I'm facing Need to engage it I'm getting impatient Feeling this rage I'm owed a payment I'm taking this claimant I'm feeling complacent An overstatement Put me in containment Shackle and chain em F*ck this enslavement Make an arraignment Put me in the dirt 6 feet Right under the fucking pavement Yeah I can't go outside anymore I just keep drowning in my thoughts I show spades you showing hearts Hoping that I'm gone I do not belong I can't go outside anymore I just keep drowning in my thoughts I show spades you showing hearts Hoping that I'm gone I do not belong