Blessing In Disguise

All I see is happiness when I look in your eyes Just to have you in my life was a first place prize Got me thinkin bout your smile when I see the sunrise Joy from the memories is all that I cry And its all that I cry Feel like I left you out there by yourself And it was hard to pay attention complications to ya health It hurt so bad I had to seclude myself And all I could do was put ya pictures on my shelf Exhausted all my energy I just couldn't believe it For the first time in my life faced a challenge couldn't beat it Used to be undefeated happy thoughts have depleted Feelin in completed life was cheated hair line receded The regrets that I have is not fulfillin' all your wishes Missin' all ya hugs bein surrounded by ya kisses Triple antibiotic on my cuts from all the stitches And I never got to show you I'm da product of the riches Last time that I saw you they was taken me away And I feel so bad it couldn't of been no other way I left you at my sentencing with nothin to say Three zero seven eight I prayed everyday Told me when I hear the thunder its just you sayin hi That you'd be gone for a minute but there's never goodbye Lookin' down from time to time write my name in the sky You being part of my family was just a blessing in disguise All I see is happiness when I look in your eyes Just to have you in my life was a first place prize Got me thinkin bout your smile when I see the sunrise Joy from the memories is all that I cry And its all that I cry Yeah always be the one we miss memories wit distance She offer her assistance everything she got wit interest Handle all her business take us all to picnics Christmas comes around she the only thing on wish list Its like every holiday we just suppose to forget (shit) The fam can hold themselves together for shit A day without you's gettin' caught up wit the blick blick and clip Homies flippin' script or ridin' out to a writ writ All happened quick cant get myself outta dis Grammy you was it held me down way from a kid Now my life lite cant have you to enjoy it I'm the one they pick in the V.I.P. wit bad chicks (bad chicks) Told me when I hear the thunder its just you sayin hi That you'd be gone for a minute but there's never goodbye Lookin' down from time to time write my name in the sky You being part of my family was just a blessing in disguise All I see is happiness when I look in your eyes Just to have you in my life was a first place prize Got me thinkin bout your smile when I see the sunrise Joy from the memories is all that I cry And its all that I cry