I Hate My Birthday

I love all those things you do Like the way your body moves Take me to that place with truth Make me come and I'll make you come too. Your senses, I roam this planet defenseless I'm my own worst enemy I take things too personally I have trust issues Yet I still wanted to converse with you Remember when I said I would call but I sent a text instead and you left it as read? Ugh well I hate my birthday It's now the worst day As I get older Me and death get closer Yo I don't need it you can keep it I don't want it Something f from me to you. I keep it blue I be ballin' never stallin' they be awing at the way I, come in clutchin' that's our Justin Kinship Friendship At home Chillen My phone Buzzin It's my Cousin Wants to come over for my birthday and celebrate but he does while on the way that shit takes the Cake so I pray And say I hate my birthday It's now my worst day As I get older Me and death get closer I don't need you can keep it I don't want it, I be ballin all the time I be strangling these mother fuckers, did you Think I had him in a grip? I don't let them slip I just be taking a dip in the pool filled with liquor yeah you know I Just get sicker than the average human being I can't stop it I'm just assuming that I'm great what?