CANNOT LIVE

Toted them dracs, toted them glocks I do this shit, can't never stop I'm growin' old, I'm growin' young Blowin' all this reefer to my lungs Why the f*ck y'all tryin' and playin' me Y'all clowns if you think you fooling' me I done did this shit, was just a kid Done lost my bro I cannot live Done lost my bro I cannot live What the f*ck I did to deserve all of this Just losin' niggas to the streets All these demons I'm tryna defeat Tryna defeat all these demons cause I'm just feeling' all this pain Learned all this knowledge from some niggas in the chain gang Pain don't heal, it just takes a process of time People always askin' am I good, I say I'm fine I wish I can forget some things Cause all of these things still hurt I might be in pain but I'm always on high alert Toted them dracs, toted them glocks I do this shit, can't never stop I'm growin' old, I'm growin' young Blowin' all this reefer to my lungs Why the f*ck y'all tryin' and playin' me Y'all clowns if you think you fooling me I done did this shit was just a kid Done lost my bro I cannot live Toted them dracs, toted them glocks I do this shit, can't never stop I'm growin' old, I'm growin' young Blowin' all this reefer to my lungs Why the f*ck y'all tryin' and playin' me Y'all clowns if you think you foolin' me I done did this shit was just a kid Done lost my bro I cannot live Was just a kid doin' grown man shit My first time I was scared as shit But f*ck it, I still hit a lick Pull up on me nigga, I'm gone up the stick You think I'm a scary nigga I'm a show you I ain't Pulled up to your crib and your ass done faint These niggas ain't real, they show up when they need some But when you need some, you think you can ask for some I'm a real ass nigga, anybody can tell you that I done learned all my lessons 'bout all that I ain't have to stay down But I stayed down Niggas tryna come back but I'm fine now Some of these niggas ain't real They lied 'bout what they steal Niggas that know me, they know I done flipped some deals My circle is small Stay up, can't never fall Me and my niggas you know we all gone ball I'm just tryin' to live These snakes ain't letting' me live I'm sorry for what I did for real, can you forgive