Pandemic

I been stuck in my ways and losing all my pride I'm just waiting on the day when I'm gonna die Steady seeing posts on insta full of necks tied All them dead bodies dropped man the world just full of lies I'm just hoping that the future gone be a better friend We just stuck in a pandemic don't know when it end Everybody just waiting for the world to get better I just wish they had heaven birds to send out heaven letters Why'd this had to happen when you gave us purpose to live You done made so many lives and now disasters you give I done lost so many niggas cause of all of these crisis We can take it back then when we paid bills with dices I know my one life, I'm gone live it right Why'd you had to stay up everyday drinking all night Cause if you wanna live and to see tomorrow Just forget about the pain and move on with the sorrows Yeah You don't know the feeling of how I'm feeling this way They think I'm all good cause what I post and what I say I've been growing up and ain't never have no shit Got it on my own I'm glad I went though that shit Every fucking night I can't even fall asleep Gotta take melatonin just to fall asleep F*ck all that shit I'm finna pop me some pills Wake up every morning so I can stack me some bills I been stuck in my ways and losing all my pride I'm just waiting on the day when I'm gonna die Steady seeing posts on insta full of necks tied All them dead bodies dropped man the world just full of lies I'm just hoping that the future gone be a better friend We just stuck in a pandemic don't know when it end Everybody just waiting for the world to get better I just wish they had heaven birds to send out heaven letters