The Real Me

Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah J Hooligan I done really lived a life now I gotta own it (Own it) Livin’ the streets ain’t shit I had to show it (Show it) Thinkin’ of leavin’ but you know you can’t Keep on livin’ I know I ain’t a saint (Saint) Shit I did was stupid and dumb Livin’ off drugs always gettin’ numb (Gettin’ numb) Really doin’ shit on my own Doin’ the shit that made us known (For real) Really wanna change and be a better man Always gotta know where I stand Changin’ for the better I know I can Thinkin’ of ways to make a plan (Make a plan) F*ck what’s goin’ on I need a change (Need a change) Look at me now I’m actin’ strange (Strange) I just wanna live my life and make it good Askin’ myself if I should (For real) Streets made me who I am (You already see) I don’t even know who I am Without the streets to back me up I’m goin’ through it, it’s gone be rough Hittin’ licks and runnin’ up a bag Just to young to bang a flag I don’t give a f*ck that’s what I’m on Comin’ to think I really won The shit I did was neither right or wrong Thinkin’ I ain’t gone be here to long I can’t have the streets catch up to my fam (For real) Catchin’ bullets, shootin’ back like bam I’m just sayin’ what the f*ck I don’t give a damn Cause like I said that’s who I am (Pow) Askin’ myself if I can see another day Workin’ so hard, gettin’ money, gettin’ paid F*ck the bullshit can’t do it nomo (Can’t do it) ‘Member them days when we slept on the floor (Slept on the floor) Niggas really think they lived what I lived All this pain, drama I done give Just wanna say the shit that I say Can’t even live in my own way Livin’ like this you can die any day Bein’ in a casket, do you really wanna lay? (You don’t wanna) You don’t wanna do the things that I did Thuggin’ thuggin’ thuggin’ since I was a kid I just wanna let you know the things that I do Bein’ a dumbass, actin’ like a fool Always gotta burner on my side (Pow) Never knowin’ when I’m gone die (Yeah) Gotta up the shit to make a point (Yeah) Shit so sad rolled up a joint (Yeah) Boom, boom, boom, pow Boom, boom, boom, pow Boom, boom, boom, pow J Hooligan