My Own

See I've been vibing on my own lately This quarantine has got me feeling too alone, maybe So I'm just gonna kick it back now Sit down, relax, unpack six that's some facts How is this shit not yet fixed, I don't know What I know is sometimes it feels good to lose control Spending all my dollars on some drink and more on smoke Trying to keep the water out my boat to stay afloat F*ck that, sinking with the ship I just really wanna flow with ya Take a little time maybe consult with ya Got me thinking that I'm fine But I won't hit the bottle, no Not this time, not this time Time and time I play it back and rewind it Don't know what I'm looking for but always do seem to find it Always got some music on, he's always too deep inside it All we do is do it fluid, always too intertwined in No stress baby, take all the time that Think you need, we could do it we could really be honest On her knees thinking I've been thinking too much about it Don't really wanna f*ck around I'm through with the clowning I just really wanna flow with ya Take a little time maybe consult with ya Got me thinking that I'm fine But I won't hit the bottle, no Not this time, not this time