Beautiful Despair

Now this girl, swear she's the one Knew her for a couple months, now we are in love But due to some insufficient funds from me She says that she hates me but hell no The groove and the flow This cannot be the hate This must be that L-O-O-V-E You drive me loco, make me go crazy You the best on the list from the A to the Z Look around and all I find Is all the pieces placed for my demise I'm loosing my mind Yeah I'm wasting all my time! (Yeah, yeah) Bonnie and Clyde, you my partner in crime You project your insecurities I'll give you some of mine But god damn you so fine My bank said I got a dime But you got me writing lines like Stressed through the day Get no rest in the night You're a curse in my mind But a blessing in my eyes Listen to your lies Wonder when I'll realize That its all lies You a bitch, you a waste Get the f*ck up out my face From my life be erased Fore' I fall in love again Tick tock Tick tock Tick tock Tick tock! (Yeah) Not okay but its okay Hands on your waist you rock and sway No more to gain Feel more than novocain But still wake up and feel stuck in a ditch You little bitch You got me feeling so much shit One sec its happiness and bliss The next I'm all depressed and shit, I fucking Hate you, but I love you My emotions on the double All you bring about it trouble So get the f*ck up out my bubble, bitch! Stressed through the day Get no rest in the night You're a curse in my mind But a blessing in my eyes Listen to your lies Wonder when I'll realize That its all lies You a bitch, you a waste Get the f*ck up out my face From my life be erased Fore' I fall in love again (I love you) (I don't know why you gotta be so angry) Yeah I am not okay but it's okay! Hands on your waist, don't feel the pain, you are my novocain! Rock your body, you moan my name, there's nothing more to gain! But why I wake up every day and still feel in a ditch You little bitch, you got me feeling so much shit One sec its happiness and bliss The next I'm all depressed and shit, I fucking Hate you, but don't you leave yet It's my fault, don't you forget All the times when, I was loveless But you were heartless, that's it It's about time I confess