Pressure

Pressure on myself to feed my family for itself I build up all I can to see you laughing with a smile Pay tracks to see my art and let the public speak it loud I done paid to see me walk up on a stage with blown out sounds See my women cheer a child felt the energy around I get home I feel so empty so let god to speak aloud What's all this pressure No sinus lectures My team get mean and start some hungry gestures We sit outside and talk bout whips we never had And the women you gon staff I set apart from all the group cause it kill you Thoughts are that This feeling will keep me over on nights I plan to sleep But dreams steady get heavy and go getters no planners so calendars don't speak It's got me moving way to low Accepting my defeat My process stay a prodigy My Habits is phycology I'm molding out my flesh I'm just a vessel in a human being So what we gonna be I say there's pressure in myself and we gon fill up on its wealth I say there's pressure in myself and we gon fill up on its wealth I'm locked up in my fast And every artist want some money in they bag I want some ownership and character that last Some people just like T's so they itching like your tag They want position in your spot I knew what sleeping on a cot Was before my brother left and took position as a dad My momma felt the pressure when the middle child dashed Expressing she the problem but her son had different plans It's growing up to adult and the truth will be at glance My uncle addicted bad And seeing ghosts in the back His hard headed willed father gave love from a working hand Pressure always there so being a second hand to smoke There was maryjane in a flask a mason jar to be exact What I'm saying is pressure will kill you bad Or push you past of the limits you placed for yourself I'm glad If it wasn't for my dad then I would be a lazy man With goals of a top tier in a land with full grass I say there's pressure in myself and we gon fill up on its wealth I say there's pressure in myself and we gon fill up on its wealth Man yeah like There was heavy pressure you know And I go by that I will not cause pain Without allowing something new to be born