remember

Mm-mm I'm not okay! Bitch I'm not okay I've been all afraid, with time I decay Life moving on, I'm stuck in the past The stress and the sadness still up in my brain Word to my god, godparents are gone Spent countless hours to make it a song Better be perfect, cause if people heard it I want my emotions to be all conveyed That happens today Let's go back to the day Birthday! Happy birthday! This abouta' be the worst day since it was your momma in bed cause he's dead (Tock, tock, tock) Hello I'm fifteen Fourteen was mean Last time I seen you how long has it been If only the vaccine was trusted by tio But I guess shit like this cannot be foreseen Saw all the pictures those can't be unseen Had you like momma all hooked to machines Both of your funerals hosted by Ortiz This shit gives me flashbacks to 2019 Mighty familiar, this might be familiar This driving me insane, where is my familia (F*ck) We are all (My mom told me this story) Dead! (You shaved all the hair off my head) We're all gonna die (Cause you didn't like it) It's 2019 Think I was 13 The memory's blurry cause I put on years All I remember is you in the hospital bed Man that shit had me shedding tears Buried my memories of all of those days Writing this song has me facing my fears Savor the memories as they reappear While all the bad memories stay stuck on replay Stop! (Keep going!) Stop! (Keep going!) Go back! Back! Back! I remember the good the bad and the ugly I won't forget chiwi, the puppies were great Used to put food in his bowl and my plate Remember your cooking, that shit was so lovely Hooked to machines, your eyes really struck me They said you'd go out with all pain at this rate Still think about it, it ain't a debate If I could've traded, I would've unplugged me