ThoughtsOfU

The thought of you inside my paragraphs The whispers screaming out my brainy acts Clean your glasses, see me passive Skipping passing all my failed classes They seen it from me when I'm feeling low and feeling rapid My parents question when you paying this I make the money so I'm heaven sent Your son get closer to his dreams When he bleeds all those hours in the lions den But hear me out let me cry and vent I may not see the college that you want me to But some people get their majors and they ditch the view And all my life that I've been scanning skus I think of days I could be learning too Just open up they got you civilized and I can too Don't you stop that business momma Keep on trying till you lying on the death bed screaming yes I choose Don't you give up all that time you proved Cause in that time you inspired you And your inspired me I hope my pops is feeling good when all his 4 kids leave You showed me prosper even when I didn't want to give it all of me I know you love us and the dad you never had is what you gave us please I remember when you grasped my head and kissed it and I felt some things A rush of happiness and joy had filled the garage Say some shit that alcohol spits You said I love you and the tears had made me grin I'm feeling life, I feel reborn again To my brothers and my sister If I make it to the point I have to scratch the itch I'm very vague on what I say but what I mean is if I drown from sin All that money and that ego that I fight against You know I'm selfish in some ways but hearing my defense My momma prepping me like doomsday preppers I'm like the only child she worries for, my lazy efforts So in my casket praise me like Lebron had scored a basket Play my shit like when had nas had dropped that illmatic I'm living life try to escape the systematics That was placed upon my haptics, and delete the apps that shake erratic In those I used to run around the cul-de-sac I never put a blunt to lips because I hold the raps