WHERE ARE YOU NOW

I defy Saying goodnight Cause I'm getting kinda restless I won't dare Close my eyes Cause I know that I can't fight this I'm leaving this town for now Kill me before its day Everyone's speaking so loud But I can't hear what they say I know it's getting late Home should be my safe space Turned off the lights it's so dark But I hear hell calling my name Where are you now Tell me where are you now Told you goodbye and I saw your grave But I can feel you here now Where are you now Tell me where are you now Told you goodbye and I saw your grave But I can feel you here now I just wanna smile again I'm so sick of playing pretend I look through my window and watch all these trees moving hard with the sound of the wind I defy Saying goodnight Cause I'm getting kinda restless I won't dare Close my eyes 'Cause I know that I can't fight this I might wanna join 'em Would that be a problem Cause when I'm alone I just take my shirt off and dance knowing that no one will ever judge me Look at this kid well, he's really out here tryna look for a sign But when he's alone with the lights off you feel he's tiredness looking to his eyes He's tryna hide every thought saying to everyone everything's fine But he is so done with those sentences deep down he knows everything its a lie I defy Saying goodnight Cause I'm getting kinda restless I won't dare Close my eyes Cause I know that I can't fight this