Serotonin

I speak of deep of scars and lost dreams Half truths that cost me Hard times life brought me Dark nights I couldn’t see Everything that Hope brings It’s a blessing to know what Hope breeds It’s blessing to know the true king (It’s a blessing to know the true king) I'm on both knees with my head bowed See I gotta pay homage to thee Cuz when them shots rang out Them bullets came out I swear they was gunning for me Looked in the crowd and all I could see Was my enemies they staring at me And then I look down I’m sitting at a table and I hear the Lord he told me to eat Eat for them nights my stomach was rumbling Yeah I was hungry and I ain’t have nothing Eat for them nights my momma was struggling I seen her crying yeah it was humbling Eat for the people that doubted me talked about me Member when they said I would be nothing I sat thought about it even cried about it but that nothing dun turned into something Though it was killing me that negativity it lit a fire so now I’m a flame Thought I was down and out for the count but I got stronger through all of the pain So look at me now Tryna make my mama proud Tryna make the Lord smile Haters ion hear sound Floating like I’m on cloud I ain’t Never coming down I'm running this race and keeping my pace Get out of my way I’m not slowing I’m pushing the gas 200 on dash I’m moving it fast OD Serotonin So I gotta flex Every time I get a chance I ain’t talking rubber bands Since I got a second chance Swear I thank him in advance Some of y’all won’t understand No I ain’t tripping now I ain’t slipping I ain’t flipping out Walking with a limp Square up on my lip I be pimping now Where you tryna go Who you tryna see Who tryna you please Take that Double back Throw a flag on the play whenever the world say That u gotta play it safe with a handful See my eyes will see the place made for peace When I hit that road off the back street Imma catch that route west to I-10 Imma take that breath just to breathe in Don’t need that face to keep believing Imma take the step and never look Back my eyes on the prize I’m steady seeking So I’m taking risk The Lord said I’m Made for dis 1 of three on lox like Jadakiss I stand firm on his word take shots and I make em miss If they don’t I’ll take the hit Bossed up cause I’m made to win All faith no wavering Gods truth I’m savoring Even if I get a feel to where it need to be real I’m turn to the book that my savior in See you don’t go hard like me You don’t praise Gawd like me You don’t be out in the streets with the killas and dealers Spitting truth to the heart like me For the truth I bleed So I say I’m s'posed to smile I’m all fixed not broken now I'm living life like I’m golden now God good and I’m hopeful now No slow so I’m going now I’m push until something happen No capping I know he’ll never let me down He gave me 'nother chance to try to do it again And the plan is to live it like a poster child I’m done talking