Mysterious

There's so much pressure on me, feel like I can't move nothin' Feeling trapped in a box, when all I want to do is somethin' Life is so mysterious, you win some and lose some All the fake people that create evil only show up when the food comes Watch close when all the food's done, you will see who's really there Keep all of your pity words, I want someone who really cares Made space for those who don't belong, to find out they don't fit in here Collected years of memories just for most of it to disappear Who can you turn to? and fall on When their phones off, who you call on? When your Friendships, they just gone wrong Becomes short-lived then it's long gone Why they only care, when my songs on? I been laughed at, like Theo Von's on Might pull a Jin, move to Hong Kong Might take your girl, like I'm Don Juan Cause I'm, sick of this lonely shit I'm sick of this Covid shit Hate feeling like I dont exist With these thoughts that just wont exit and my phone is flipped Upside down cause don't nobody call me anyway other than to say let's go get lit! They got some nerve like what bones consist of They don't have my back probably pull a disc cause There's so much pressure on me, feel like I can't move nothin Feeling trapped in a box, when all I want to do is somethin Life is so mysterious, you win some and lose some All the fake people that create evil only show up when the food comes Watch close when all the food's done, you will see who's really there Keep all of your pity words, I want someone who really cares Made space for those who don't belong, to find out they don't fit in here Collected years of memories just for most of it to disappear Feel like a fully loaded gun, 'Bout to bust shots, homie run! Like when the police come Why do I act like I'm holy but I don't do enough good but always ask God to show me somethin' My pops always told me "Son, you live only once" With no reruns, But I'm living like there is when the show could cancel And everyone you chase you find out most is ran thru Like, Where do I go? Where do I go? I have to get out of this place, she gotta get out my place She's like, Where will I go? Where will I go? I don't know but somewhere just not in my face That kitty was good but there's 'lot on my plate There's so much pressure on me, feel like I can't move nothin' Feeling trapped in a box, when all I want to do is somethin' Life is so mysterious, you win some and lose some All the fake people that create evil only show up when the food comes Watch close when all the food's done, you will see who's really there Keep all of your pity words, I want someone who really cares Made space for those who don't belong, to find out they don't fit in here Collected years of memories just for most of it to disappear