Exit Wounds

See Every night I still feel the same Same old problems but different day Close my eyes and I see your face Now I'm drowning in Minute Maid Mixed with the vodka You know how I do it The bottle on deck on the stand with the top off Remembering times that I wish I could block off I box up feelings then you shoot the lock off Get out of my head Just leave me alone You pop in my mind soon as I'm in my zone I understand yeah I know we were wrong for each other But that doesn't mean that my feeling are gone The day that you left me you ended me Really thought you were the one that was sent to me I tried to give you 100 percent of me I wish that you woulda matched off my energy Now you're in love with another man I can't get over the love we had Dive into hell just so I could be next to you Gave up my soul thinking you'd let me rescue you Now I'm alone and I'm missing your face Your voice Your touch My hands round your waist How could you easily have me replaced How could you kill me and be on your way F*ck You left and went looking for someone else You left I went looking to find myself I know I should stay off your Instagram Peeping your pictures ain't good for my mental health The smile you give him it crushes me How did you give yourself to him so suddenly I should be happy that you found another me But why can't you see what you've done to me You left me when I fuckin needed you Had just lost my grandma I needed you You knew I was down and you knew I was broken But end of the night it was him that was chosen I guess I was no longer good enough Was there something I shoulda done Was it me Was it him Was it honestly you Did I never do something you wanted me to I Guess I'm too damaged Guess I'm the one that's to blame I let all of this happen Maybe this is a just a misunderstanding Maybe one day me and you can be happy Or maybe I'm wishing on fantasy Maybe I'm trippin Maybe I'm losing my sanity But the day that I give up on you is the day I lose all my faith in humanity