Fool Me Once

Looking back, I shoulda let you go when we met A nigga was big trippin, had me weak in the legs Hoping I wouldn't hurt or end up broken again I was losing my fuckin mind when you would leave me on read When wasn't shit to worry bout, prolly out with your friends But me being a damaged mess I think you out giving neck Creating scenarios off of the voice in my head Like "bitch I swear to God if you slip up then you dead" And it's those doubts I had about you that pushed me to the edge Right off of my mental wagon landed right in her legs I hurt myself in fuckin her Feel the regret in my chest Until I slipped and Britney Spears, oops I did it again All because I never healed I kept the thoughts in my head From everything my last did and every lie that she said And when I finally got the balls sit you down and confess You sent a text and told me that you were still fuckin your ex I'm pissed, cause bitch, you always knew what this was Had me thinking I was crazy when you knew what you done Many nights you'd disappear and wouldn't text until 1 The next day, cause you were fuckin til the rise of the sun Let me not, but bitch I hope you and that nigga both rot I'll build a coffin meant for 2 and ima save y'all the slot Carve your name into his chest so this shit won't be forgot I'm trippin, I'm forgetting I was fucking that thot Okay, we talked about it everything is all good We took each other back like any idiots would Slowly dying from events we claimed we both understood I ain't leaving she ain't leaving when we both know we should I was blinded by the sex, her by the drugs that she took Fuckin every opportunity we possibly could But when we spent some time alone is when our thoughts had us shook See the past between our fingers as if we're scared to look I got problems letting go because I feel nothings different Like she won't ever change and she enjoys how she's livin Tryna force myself to trust her cause this was my decision Guess giving up my common sense for love is price of admission, but She's acting shady Her phone has all her attention Face it down when I'm around, dnd whenever she visits I ain't stupid I went snooping one night she fell asleep lifted Saw some texts that redirected my doubts and gave new opinions She was tryna plan a party my birthday was coming up Swear your mind be fucking with you when you've had damages done Now I'm calm and I'm at ease, I fell asleep around 1 3 a.m her phone rings and guess who the f*ck it was I answered so now he's trippin this nigga was drunk as f*ck Talking nothing but stupid shit so that conversation was cut Back to the room she's sleeping tossed her the phone Woke her up "Jona let me explain" f*ck outta here, fool me once, Bitch