What It Was

I had to just sit back and take shit for what It was I'm thumbing through blues but can't even trust my blood Ask me why I did the shit because I don't kno why they hating I really done got shit up out the mud It's crazy Thumbing through guwap counting up onna daily Glock forty two and this bitch a three eighty T up for the one time ain't been dropping lately That's cause I been grinding and working and Savin You don't kno how it feel to get shit out the dirt U don't kno how to get shit out the pavement Times got hard But nobody had gave me a way so u know that I had to go pave it In the inside I been going crazy Feel like I'm loosing my mind I vent to the mic I don't talk to no body Cause people just say you will be fine If we catch a opp then we patching his ass I don't know why they be hiding I hit from the back while I'm smacking her ass The dick it be touching her spine Niggas they claim they all real If They get in that room bet they dropping a dime I talked to my uncle he said I know u was gone make it You used to rap all the time I get so deep in my thought and think about my past I wish I could rewind I you try me once then we get on his ass Hell nah it won't be no second time I had to just sit back and take shit for what It was I'm thumbing through blues but can't even trust my blood Ask me why I did the shit because I don't kno why they hating I really done got shit up out the mud It's crazy Thumbing through guwap counting up onna daily Glock forty two and this bitch a three eighty T up for the one time ain't been dropping lately That's cause I been grinding and working and Savin You don't kno how it feel to get shit out the dirt U don't kno how to get shit out the pavement Times got hard But nobody had gave me a way so u know that I had to go pave it F*ck a nigga I can thug by myself I don't need him Don't try to run to the net and tell Everybody that I up and left for no reason Go tell them how you was a demon Go tell them that you telling lies I don't trust too many I stay to myself because niggas be snakes in disguise I find that shit crazy how the f*ck you still telling stories And I'm looking you dead in your eyes I'm selling kds but you can come get them for curry Ain't taxing the whole thirty five About a opp nigga nah I am not worried We gave him a pass reason he still alive Gotta stay up out the way and just get the pape Because these days they be switching sides I was on a long road and nowhere to go Now I'm doing shit I want to do You got money I got cheddar too Pussy nigga I'm not scared of you Can't let them get ahead of you Hell nah U can't let em get ahead of you I had to just sit back and take shit for what It was I'm thumbing through blues but can't even trust my blood Ask me why I did the shit because I don't kno why they hating I really done got shit up out the mud