Closer

It's a long time coming Breaking out of my own hell I ain't trynna be nothing But the grind is shaking up my bones Blowing up my phone Still I'm not going home No I'm not going home Even if it kills me, the climb it thrills me I'm a long time coming But I've still got a ways to go So tired of running And dwelling behind the lines That compromise my pride If it's fear I'm here to win Cause baby I want in in in To the life I see for me Closer now to what I want Now I'm scared of getting stuck right here Right here Won't go down that road again Darkness is where I've been for years For years A vision of a figment that's written inside the walls Whenever these halls are silent the doors open ajar Foes never too far, creeping around the corner Sleeping on my potential they feed off the paranoia Can't ignore ya my appetite is enormous, I'm captive Infatuated with the euphoric, I'm lacking Perspective to answers to all the questions you asking It's endless, it's fleeting, I'm off the deep end Closer now to what I want Now I'm scared of getting stuck right here Right here Won't go down that road again Darkness is where I've been for years For years Oh I don't want to spend the time Running out of daylight I don't want to spend the time Running out of light I'm a long time coming But I move at my own pace Took a long time to know it Baby, it's not a race No it's not easy But damn it's freeing