Straight Crush

Sometimes I wish you’d go the other way Sometimes I wish you’d f*ck me even tho you isn’t gay Nah I’m playin’ or am I? This isn’t for the public Want the head, ain’t want the headline Guess I missed the deadline Cause when you make a friend the faggot shit go M-I A, That make em heated wanna end my Day, Cause I ain’t wanna lose a friend Cause I ain’t ever had a lot of them, I think I’d rather play pretend So I’m like ya LeBron this, and Messi that But inside it’s Mendes, I mess with that It’s Tom holland and Cole Sprouse Would you f*ck a boy for a thousand, I say no but it’s no doubt I’ve got some lyrics that I’ve written I felt guilty for Like honestly i met some friends I’d pay a milli for But what the f*ck I'm supposed to do with these feelings Straight friends, straight crush, don’t ever think they’ll be willing I think this time, my heads Outta line I think I caught some feelings I’m not his type I think I Caught feelings And I know I’m not his type And I'm never gon' be his Sometimes I wish I was normal Sometimes I wish I didn’t suck during oral Sometimes I wish I brought a girl to formal Sometimes I wish I didn’t have to keep on coming out And tell the world that I’m stunting’, bet they judging now Like I ain’t ever heard nobody say Oh Hey I'm Straight But I been asked one too times Who’s the girl you crushing on And hadda hit em with the Hey I’m Gay I get some funny look time sometimes And Others time it goes Oh…. Wow I lost friends, I lost hope My mom doesn’t look at me the same I can’t cope, I need dope I guess the bright side, I could hit it from either side And I won’t ever believe it when they say ride or die Ya this is a good thing, pride in my life Pride from the struggles that the world brings I think this time, my head has gotten outta line I think I caught some feelings no I’m not his type I think I Caught feelings And I know I’m not his type And I'm never gon' be his