Giving Up

Whatever I feel Imma dig inside my basement Buried with my thoughts Wondered why I'm so complacent Maybe it's my life Traumatic things I've been faced with Let it take its course Now my soul's seeming vacant Adjacent to the dank & the booze Hooked to the coffee like It's nothing else to lose Besides sleep I was high above the clouds I forgot to count sheep Ain't been hearing from my friends Couldn't even find peace I remember it was days Almost weeks didn't eat Too stressed about classes Vision so blurry I could really use my glasses Relationship was failing Like the call I'm hearing static Can you hear me Wish I had then Screw It I was mad then It's like you never cared I was too afraid to lose you So completely unaware Even through it all I'm still wondering why I care Couldn't try again Cuz at this point I wouldn't dare like Sometimes I feel like giving up Highs beat the lows But I know I haven't lived enough Need a plane boat train or a city bus Gotta be like Dora and explore so I know wazzup Big bro I hope you know That I cherish you alot With this music I'll be putting forth Everything I got I hope its hot Serving dishes That these other artists not I forgot I'm at the bottom Climbing straight up to the top Its alot But I'm going the distance Trying make some residuals So my grandma's not tripping Unless she wanna go tripping I'm inclined to give her all that she ask for Anything I needed She went above & beyond Watch her get a crib Fresh fish in her pond Front floor seats Cheering AD & Lebron On the red carpet Like a bracelet your my charm Compliment my stlye When I got Rose around my arm Ok don't mean no harm When I start touring the states Just wanna make y'all proud I wanna carry the weight Love for my people Continue to be safe And even through the downs Continue to be great Sometimes I feel like giving up Highs beat the lows But I know I haven't lived enough Need a plane boat train or a city bus Gotta be like Dora and explore so I know wazzup