My Escape

I'm drowning in emotions, lost in my mind, searching for a way out,but it's hard to find, I'm chasing after dreams, hoping they'll come true, but sometimes it feels like I'm destined to lose I sip I pour I lean I snore bad lil bitch why you break me for I get so high that I'm drowning in my thoughts again I'm drowning in my thoughts, can't escape the pain Heartbreak and demons, driving me insane Feeling lost in this world, searching for a sign But the darkness surrounds me, can't leave it all behind I'm sippin' on my sorrows, trying to numb the pain But it only lasts a moment, then it comes back again Cigarettes and memories, they're all that I have I'm flying high, but I'm falling fast Living life on the edge, like it's my last Drugs and music , they're my escape I find solace in the ache Broken hearts and shattered dreams, that's my reality But I turn it into art, embrace the insanity Pills and lean , they're my therapy Pouring out my soul, hoping someone will see I'm sippin' on my sorrows, trying to numb the pain But it only lasts a moment, then it comes back again Cigarettes and memories, they're all that I have I'm flying high, but I'm falling fast Living life on the edge, like it's my last Drugs and music, they're my escape I find solace in the ache I wear my heart on my sleeve, can't hide the scars But through the darkness, I'm reaching for the stars I'm flying high, but I'm falling fast Living life on the edge, like it's my last