Next Round's On Me

I've been workin' and grindin' Just tryna line up the timin' Been seein' people workin' less And gettin' more I'm tryna find where my mind is Yeah it's been gone for a while I take these pills that look like diamonds Till I'm layin' on the floor Work a shitty nine to five It leaves me drained and with no life And then I get home work another nine Work another nine I get high and don't reply It makes my friends think that I die When really I just need to numb out To survive I need more from life right now I don't know what it's like to feel alive I promise them all I'm trying Everyday I wake up and I glue on this smile And then I walk out outside And no one sees that I'm lying Stuck inside a box With no windows and no way out I'm consumed by the darkness That surrounds me So even stuck inside a crowd With people screaming, talking loud I'll still feel Like there is no one around me So the next round's on me, yeah The next round's on me Got a talent For being lonely Even when I've got people Surrounding me Yeah I'm just another face in the sea of nobody's Who never got a college degree I smoke too much weed and when I drink you can see I'm Irish I walk around faded everyday on autopilot Murder beats everyday, yeah I'm hella violent Until I get around people, I get super quiet As a child said I wanna be a star, they didn't buy it If there's a way to feel more alive, someone tell me where to buy it I need more from life right now I don't know what it's like to feel alive I promise them all I'm trying Everyday I wake up and I glue on this smile And then I walk out outside And no one sees that I'm lying Stuck inside a box With no windows and no way out I'm consumed by the darkness That surrounds me So even stuck inside a crowd With people screaming, talking loud I'll still feel Like there is no one around me So the next round's on me, yeah The next round's on me Got a talent For being lonely Even when I've got people Surrounding me