The Blues

Wake em up Yontay Smoking so much tree to help me from getting clouded Been saying I'ma quit but I seriously doubt it Cause I been dealing with this pain shit But I know I'm to blame shit I'm too busy chasing around the same shit Fuckin love I really wanna try again but it done fucked me up From my mama to my baby mama Giving my all but it seems like what I'm doing never a fuckin nough How I adjust to this pain problem F*ck Roll it up though Pour a lil Hennessy in my cup yo Can't let em see me down so I rather be high That way no one can tell that I really wanna cry I never got the chance to tell my grandfather bye and it hurts Cause he the only one that cared But when he died I was too young and they wouldn't let me go see him But, I really wanted to be there F*ck, I swear I loved we just didn't work Now you doing things out of character because you hurt But trust I understand Told you a lot I know wasn't part of the plan To be apart But it really break my heart to see you with that other man too Cause ion speak on it, that'll mean I ain't going through See everybody swear I'm so strong And everything I'm dealing with I can do it alone Like with my first divorce nobody called to see how I was getting by I was fighting for my daughter and dying inside Some of the same dealings with my son These bitches pushing my buttons man I swear I ain't the one And family too, yeah they'll do the same Forget all about me since you done got the fame Remember back in the day When I used to let you push my shit But ain't check on me when they took my shit That's love though. Sometimes I cry When I'm all by myself y'all Sometimes I cry When I ain't got none left y'all Sometimes I cry When there's nobody near me Sometimes I cry Seems like nobody hears me