Abandoned (feat. Elizabeth Johnson)

I'm starting to feel The weight of the world upon my shoulders Got my foot inside the door Trying to keep it from closing But it's out of my reach With this pressure bearing down and over me A slave to my memory How can this be I thought I had a purpose to be standing every morning Admiring all the days I'm looking at the sky hoping That everything is gonna be alright Maybe I'll start to see myself alright I'm falling Farther from the edge I go I'm sinking in I'm crawling To a place that I call home It's not so simple when the questions arise The answers seem to run away I must be out of my mind for thinking That these questions ever really existed That I ever stood a chance of understanding this myth of Security, the absence of purity The blind dedication to this world that was making me, had forsaken me Now all that's left is to knot it tighter Maybe then everything will work much better I'm falling Farther from the edge I go I'm sinking in I'm crawling To a place that I call home These dreams are damaging They've abandoned me They took everything These screams are echoing With an urgency And it's killing me I'm falling Farther from the edge I go I'm sinking in I'm crawling To a place that I call home