14

At the age of 14, got caught up into a world of drugs Friends experimenting, lives were ending, olders were the plugs People taking their own lives while parents slowly went insane Definitely thought a couple times, putting a bullet through my brain I'm pushing my limit I'm dodging these bullets Portraying my image This content explicit These skills I exhibit I got three minutes Painting pictures so vivid This is just a snippet Of my talents when I'm on the beat I'm practised in the streets I'm balanced when I'm bringing heat This challenge has me fucked I try to spit it so real get caught up, make a couple bucks At the age of 14, fell in love with rap, started to write Arguing 'bout my aspirations, Dad and Mum starting fights Wake up a 6am, start scribbling, and don't stop 'til the night I was shouted at and stamped on but this rap shit, it just felt right It's tight, never wrong, out of sight, writing songs Spit it fully, elegantly, f*ck you, I'm headstrong Let me get up in it like this Spit it silly like this Bet you never had a beat make you bounce like this Right shit, I write shit, Murdering syllables type shit Name another rapper than can murder flows like me Name another rapper than can spit it harder, fight me Love to my features for the bars but they ain't quite me At the age of 14, I decided to follow my dreams Single since day 1, motherfucker, J Mac don't need no team Doing it for passion, distraction don't give a f*ck 'bout streams Spitting it, I'm living it, this real shit, man, it's just routine At the age of 14, Felt restricted, I wanted to go I swear to god... Nah, f*ck this flow I'm thinking mama don't love me, daddy don't love me Thinking they will put anybody fucking above me Recovery, somebody pick me up and just take me Abduct me from this world, I swear to God, just fucking save me!