i get nothing you get nothing (feat. SkiMask Ferrari)

I'm tryin' to be around mother fuckers who don't leave me hangin' on read I'm tryin' to be around mother fuckers who move with love and show up, show up, show up, show up I'm tryin' to surround my heart with a league of fiends who make shit happen Five minutes Ten minutes Fifteen- I get nothing, you get nothing It's not that you were late 'Cuz I can handle a little wait But I'm wide awake and you're a fuckin' no show and you didn't think to let me know (First impressions make a difference) Small as it is in the long run, I knew I'd never treat you that way so my answer is no My spirit is getting brighter, getting lighter My standards are getting higher and higher There's a lot of me to give I'm a goddess and abundant But I won't date a mortal who's a novice or reluctant 'Cuz the promises I made to myself come first I'm tryin' to be around mother fuckers who don't leave me hangin' on read I'm tryin' to be around mother fuckers who move with love and show up, show up, show up, show up I'm tryin' to surround my heart with a league of fiends who make shit happen Five minutes Ten minutes Fifteen- I get nothing, you get nothing The only time that I count on you is when I'm goin' from zero to one hundred, flooded with the anger that you funded Your absence was the time you invested Got your rock eyebrow up, 'cuz you're surprised that I said this You, sir, prized with an award for neglecting Our bond, our friendship This is a dead ship It was cold how you did this, changed up in an instant so I could be consistent I switched up on my shipment No chill, no favors, no calls, them thrills gone to the garbage With you gone? I saw through your facade I was blind When you could reach my thoughts Now I'm drowning you out with an applause Now you see how important that ship was I wrote a song about people bailin' on me And every artist who wanted in failed on me Like a premonition A repetition of all my past patterns that earned me a reputation for doin' it all myself Micromanaging, when really I'm just used to people vanishing Musicians, dates, family, friends Loved first but picked last Lips pursed but never asked Sick of chasin' after everyone when I am the prize I'm sick of goodbyes and apologies that never show up, show up, show up, show up Five days Ten days Only took me half an hour 'cuz I had shit to say I'm tryin' to be around mother fuckers who don't leave me hangin' on read I'm tryin' to be around mother fuckers who move with love and show up, show up, show up, show up I'm tryin' to surround my heart with a league of fiends who make shit happen Five minutes Ten minutes Fifteen- I get nothing, you get nothing