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Yeah Yeah One of those nights Uh Closer to dreams I feel 'em closer to me Same time I feel these walls closing in on me Dark room, it's quite humid and it's just us three Me, myself and I of course is who I mean Thinking about the world outside and who I'll meet Will they dap me up with love when it's all eyes on me? When I too park and get around in foreigns my nigga Gotta keep ya head up through all the changes young nigga And I've been pushing people away, that's the state I'm in But when I finally get it all, who'll celebrate my win? And say they knew it all along and that they're happy for me Wil I be all alone again? I'm guessing we'll see Won't say the money won't fill the void 'cause I haven't been there In my head it fixes everything so I really need it And the bridges that I've burnt, I'll send a yacht where you be at Louis band aids for everything that hurt, we'll get more than needed Naivety of youth or poor man's dream? Running from truth or is the truth something different for me? Everybody's got an opinion about who I should be But I'm here in front of goliath with nothing but a sling Came a long way from that poor kid from 113 Yeah, 'cause I realized early who I was supposed to be So I killed him to be whoever it is I wanna be And that's a nigga moving strong and never gullibly And all you see him do, know it's thought out thoroughly The one that's always confident despite his current currency The one with that 'get it on your own nigga' policy, yeah No apologies, not passive, he's not polished neither say it how it is No apologies, not passive, he's not polished neither say it how it is And I don't trust smiles, niggas hearts is evil While you're sharing plate they thinking where the f*ck the drink though? Why this nigga eat slow? Think he better than me huh? I should slap you and take it all f*ck your charity bro Think I deserve this shit more F*ck it, I know I do bro Maybe destiny froze Wait, maybe destiny chose this moment as mine to get it So nigga get it it's yours Maybe he got it so I could see it and take this shit from him Ain't it funny how it works They watch you do the work then feel entitled to the perks I guess my biggest flaw is taking people for their words Give my last bit of trust and deplete this shit worse On the other hand with the women I'm cursed Game enough to land 'em just to run away when it works Climbing the ladder so I can always blame it on work But what happens when it pops and that excuse no longer works When I have to face my demons and start using my words Put myself first, I have my own feelings to nurse When I have to pick one for better or worse With no point of reference I hope I don't make it a mess Now I'm back in that dark room closing in on me Dark room it's quite humid and it's just us three Me, myself and I of course is who I mean But I'm closer to my dreams, I feel 'em closer to me J