Better Place

Head above the water I’m breathing uh For now at least But I swear I can feel my soul is slowly leaving my flesh And should I die this evening well at least I did my best uh Tell my momma let me rest now Don’t cry too much I’m in a much better place ma I got a halo and I’m watching you’ll be safe ma Please know I’m thankful you did well Yes you’re the best ma Lungs collapsing I’m gasping for air Shit am I really passing This feeling is weird and my life’s flashing The fear is clear don’t need asking And at this point I’m really hoping that this shit is just a dream There’s a lot that I ain’t done and a lot that I ain’t seen A lot that I ain’t said and a lot that I still dream Man a whisper is all they hear Shit I’m really tryna scream Shit I’m really tryna say And as this big flash of light gets closer I’m just thinking about my momma Thinking about family Thinking about the homies Thinking about the love yous And I’m thinking about the sorries All the wrong i still have to right All these things that i still have to do Damn Yeah Wake up I’m feeling great I look at my arms I touch my body I touch my face A bit of a panic Shit understand that I never felt this way My confidence Bruce Wayne And I’m feeling no pain Man I feel like I can fly Really don’t feel like J Really don’t feel like me Not in an ominous way But it’s obvious to me that something has changed It’s great but I mean this feeling is strange And when I finally look up everybody is crying I don’t understand this is somebody dying I try to ask the question everyone ignores me Wait I know a couple of faces What the f*ck is all this Stand up too quick And now I’m dizzy Try to hold on to my homie but I fall right through Wait what the f*ck did I do And why is my face on you Why you laying so still What the f*ck nigga move See it’s easy to take this life thing for granted Where the days and the hours ain’t nothing but numbers to you Here today and gone tomorrow It’s not just something that was said on a rap song But that’s what life is You could be here today and gone tomorrow Don’t ever take it for granted Ever