Sandcastles

Building sandcastles in the rain (I think the worst place to be in is) Just remember what I say (Trying to convince your heart of what your mind already knows) Building sand castles in the rain (When you know it's time to pack up and leave but) Just remember what I say (You can't) Have you ever loves somebody so much That when you see them and they smile at you, you feel a rush Can't explain it but you know it's a little too much Have a player turn a simp and couldn't give a f*ck See I love you how a pastor loves a Sunday morning Though I hate how you love me, love you're my one and only Both were never taught so we think healthy love is boring Fight like we hate each other then we f*ck till morning Toxic gang gang, you're my savage homie Fake smiling on pictures a little teary on it I know our friends hope when we stop it's not just for the moment But we break up just to make up, keep the cycle going You and I complaining made 'em feel they had a say You and I saying we done is why the feel this way Backtracking, healthy relations are not built this way But tell me what is logic when you feel this way Building sand castles in the rain Just remember what I say Building sand castles in the rain Just remember what I say Yeah And every conversation starts with baby this time will be different After heavy introspection I swear I'll make it my mission To not just wait for my turn to speak but really learn to listen Feel like that's the part we missing this puzzle finally fitting Feel like we're not in the same place anymore but time revealing Our foundation is weak and there's cracks up on our ceiling That we covered up with feelings when we conjured up this image We fake it till we make it and we half ass our healing Back to square one, yup, here it comes Every thing is my fault again It's like I'm speaking clearly but to you I'm muffled again Trouble begin, I get pissed and it's f*ck it again See I got ten other bitches ready to suck me again So I could careless about you threatening to f*ck all my friends Lines in the sand, at this point we tryna understand Scream in my face that you hate me just to f*ck me again Building sand castles in the rain Just remember what I say Building sand castles in the rain Just remember what I say And we could try again and claim that we've evolved And I could tell all the things that you've been feening for Have you smiling in your sleep and really looking forward Nothing that could break us ain't no bitch ain't no weapon formed Except the all mighty phone, a couple of you don't like Then you convince yourself that two wrongs are gon' make this right So you start flirting with that bum you said don't worry about Why the f*ck are you two out? Ain't no way to talk this out Lose my mind and sock his jaw, tell him he's a fucking boy What the f*ck you do this for as I drag you out this fucking mall Clearly I was in this more, thought that we were in it for the long haul But you hit ignore every time my feelings call Then you remind me what I did before Escape into your Uber car Lose myself inside the nearest bar Till I'm faded barely standing up So much for being different huh? I hate you and I hate being apart from you, that's where we are And that's the reason that we are Building sand castles in the rain (But at some point this cycle's got to break) Just remember what I say (And we got to go our separate ways) Building sand castles in the rain Just remember what I say