Death of a Dream

I thought I'd learned my lesson I thought I had it all I never thought I'd find myself with my back against the wall I'm waiting in a corner For a chance to make my move To come as far as me With still so much left to prove Death of a dream Death of a dream How much do I have to see Before I believe Before I believe I've got a ways to travel Before I mellow out I never thought I'd find myself doing the thing I'm doing now A blanket for Patricia A straight bullet for me We all know she is beautiful But what does it really mean Death of a dream Death of a dream How much do I have to see Before I believe