Falling Down in the Ground

Isn't it easy When you don't need me I'm falling deeply You so damn greedy Is this just a run around Probably plan to gun me down Take me from the truth That I cannot trust you And all the shit I been through Makes it harder to follow through I'm jumping out the plane Just to remove all the pain And I need to fall Before I lose to all I'm trapped inside But I cannot hide No no I've been hurting for awhile It gets hard to fake a smile It's trapped in my mind all day It never wants to go away Like what am I supposed to do When you don't see my view All the shit you expect from me Is gonna be the death of me I'm drinking down the shots That's the only thing I got I thought you cared for me At least that's what I thought But alone I am again Back to taking all these meds Bandaging myself Try to get some fucking help I thought I thought I would be okay But now Now I have no one by me I- am falling I said that I am falling down Down in the ground They always say it'll be okay But I gotta say, I ain't feelin that way It's hard to go on So I'm writing these songs I'm counting down the days Until I change my ways It's ok to be sad But I'm on a whole different path Starting to collapse Damn that might be a wrap Swear this life is a test But I'll fail cause I'm too stressed What a fucking mess And they really be fucking wit my head Swear they really want to see me dead So I'm popping all of these meds Im popping all these meds Until I can not defend When you say you needed me Did you just pretend Im alone in my bed Drinking down the 5th again But throw back to the days When I was good back then I thought I thought I would be okay But now Now I have no one by me I- am falling I said that I am falling Down Down in the ground Down in the ground Down in the ground Down in the ground