Distance

New Year, new me, I'm keeping my distance Nobody know about the pain that I'm feeling I'm not good, I think I need some healing Why would you leave, said we will have children Now I'm all on my own F*ck friends, they don't pick up the phone When they need me, I'm always gonna answer But when they need them, they never gonna show It's so good, I'd rather be alone Tell her she wrong, her color's gonna show I just wanted to grow but later that year I found out she a hoe Why me, I think I need some answers Smoke up the pain, cause I don't wanna feel it F*ck her, I'm never gonna forgive her Off of that topic, let's talk bout some money Motion coming, now they wanna hang out Where was you at when my world wasn't sunny Starving nights when I ain't had no money Up on my own so you could never judge me Fighting my demons, think they tryna judge me What you know about taking a loss Broke my heart, she ain't show no remorse Smoked too much, now I talk with a cough I can't lie, I've been stuck in my thoughts Taking these drugs, I been lost in the sauce New whip, now she tryna ride out Trust is on E, you can't get in my car Can't lie, you tore my heart apart Robbed me from my time, you should be behind bars Hurt so bad cause you was from the start Name one time when I ain't play my part But I'm glad God took us apart You wasn't for me, I knew that from the start Back to grinding, I'm healing my heart I feel like I'm back, you left a couple scars Hiding my demons, locked up in a jar You was wrong cause you played with my heart Put food in your plate when I starve Remember you say you never do me wrong