To Force A Smile

Take what you love and what you know I've brought what I can Listed in accord Laid out in respects I don't feel at all Numbing out my own thoughts Excuses for them all With doubts I am met Please excuse yourself I am the hopeless one Faith in my own actions Set on your own goals I've lost my hope I've lost my faith I've lost my sight of purpose I've lost myself Confused and misused Brought up, you refused I'm mislead Forced this on myself Left with empty acts I've been blinded You're sense of desire Devoured all that's left Do or Die Mental Opinion Was of confusion Bring Angst Misdirection, conquest All these words set in place All these phrases set to kill Am I not Important? Don't I matter to myself? All my intentions made out as faults I've questioned my own judgment My perception of virtue Characterized as such Such that causes pain The bringer of a different course I've gained my hope I've found my faith I've obtained sense of purpose I've found myself I hope we don't Remain the same Years on years Our several fears Far from the facts I ask we That we both learn That we both grow Deep ingrained Your will is strong Your will is strong