F.E.A.R

Final frontier, over the abyss Earth's gravity underneath my shoulders, its hard enough to lift Acting like I'm fine but it's read between the lines that it's hard enough to live Remember, there's always hope Fasting over temptation to crawl back to dark places Even if I manage to continue, it's a lot to unpack in moderate paces As a matter of fact, don't skimp on my storytelling Rather than rating on Yelping, spelling bee compelling Fostered unkempt emotions that left you unbalanced Easy for you to say it's a phase, I'm past it, you ain't up for the challenge Act out of character, hamlet, kicked them old habits Reversed, then planted uno card, drawn 4 while battling myself, running like hell, multitasking 'Fraid for you to see me this way, you couldn't believe your eyes Each day I spend it balling out 24/7, wondering how to survive Ascending from the ashes, this phoenix is on the rise Running laps in my head, I think I seen angels in the sky 'Fraid for you to see me this way, you couldn't believe your eyes Each day I spend it balling out 24/7, wondering how to survive Ascending from the ashes, this phoenix is on the rise Running laps in my head, I think I seen angels in the sky Folded? never, stable as an earth bender Even when it rains, still ten toes as the top contender Amongst the battles I fought, I'm still at war Rarely, have you ever seen me smile before? Face it, cause this one's for the books you could shop at the store Except it's a private collection, sorry I couldn't say more Accept the fact I'm not as open, hid behind closed doors Reasons are unknown, although it has to do with past trauma in the home from where I was born Felt like I wasn't the only king who wanted the throne Existed just to be my pops punching bag, leave me alone After I made my exit, now he wants to appreciate my presence Really though, didn't cared for my time, it's precious, it's precious I hope you can see me I hope you can see me I hope you can see me I hope you can see I hope you can see me 'Fraid for you to see me this way, you couldn't believe your eyes Each day I spend it balling out 24/7, wondering how to survive Ascending from the ashes, this phoenix is on the rise Running laps in my head, I think I seen angels in the sky 'Fraid for you to see me this way, you couldn't believe your eyes Each day I spend it balling out 24/7, wondering how to survive Ascending from the ashes, this phoenix is on the rise Running laps in my head, I think I seen angels in the sky