God Why

Lexy's riders Undertakers for life Uh Lets go Woah it's family over everything Life or death situation I'll do anything If anything, man I got to let this song cry Got 9 down in the cemetery and now I'm asking God Why Why I'm going through these hard times? Why you really got to take em' from me? No lie I got family that I ain't even meet yet I got big cousins that I think about at all times I ain't even bout' to flex though Yea I know I'm looking cool but I'm stressed though There's a reason why I'm grinding for a check I got to Keep my foot up on they necks then I press go I'm still humble with the blessings still counting up I'm still at war with life I'm bout to knuckle up Man I'm really throwing the blows I'm tryn' shut em' up But look somethings up Cuz when I'm all alone I be thinking to myself Knowing you ain't help I'm just thinking to myself asking God Why God Why Man I haven't been to church in a long time I've been thinking to myself through the dark times really asking God Why God Why Don't stop it Look I can't even leave the house with my durag on Ask mom's like, what I even do that's wrong? I come home straight A's ma I do that strong She told me, 'look I ain't trynna lose my son the world crazy Ain't your fault the world made me Only if you see what I see that's on TV I'm scared Man there's so much to fear I already lost too much and I ain't losing a kid no way Streets in the need for some bigger patience I'm heading to the top yes we elevating I'm looking at the world and it ain't the same no I'm looking at the world and it ain't the same Ain't the same Ain't the same no Melting me no volcano Watching me Watching me, you Watching me watching Cuz when I'm all alone I be thinking to myself Knowing you ain't help I'm just thinking to myself asking God Why God Why Man I haven't been to church in a long time I've been thinking to myself through the dark times really asking God Why God Why God Why I've been mad and sad at the same time Shorty want to call me on the FaceTime I pick up the phone just to say hi Hitting the stage fix up my face and it's game time Game ain't really built for you Nast Can't survive Haters really on me like the cops and the K9 Young kid handle it well like A.I Young kid learning it well I'm gon' stay wise Cuz everybody know I stay focused Fake friends talking bout they know me Only one thing that can hold me That's myself They don't want me balling like Kobe Ain't no hate you can show me besides myself Can't get to the top without no help Loyalty is golden stack my wealth Got a couple trophies on my shelf Got a couple trophies Cuz when I'm all alone I be thinking to myself Knowing you ain't help I'm just thinking to myself asking God Why God Why Man I haven't been to church in a long time I've been thinking to myself through the dark times really asking God Why God Why God Why